now a days, it seemed that i snapped rather easily.
its like,
if you are sarcastic at me,
i will x 1000 back at YA!…
i find it totally unnecessary,
but at the rate how it goes, that’s how i see it.
if you are rude to me,
i will get back at YA x 2000, kind…
first,
you wrote things at your msn… then facebook…
direct attack?… probably…
personal one?… could be…
and i’ve been rather quite subtle about it…
i won’t say, i’ve been keeping quiet…
but BOYPREN, pls!…
a couple, Arol and Dee… sat across the table…
with strangers, lurking around…
it didn’t matter at that time,
and place…
‘ tell me you like her… ‘ Arol
” i told you… i treat her like a sister… my own sister!
there’s nothing going on between us… “
i was chatting with suffian the other day…
and i told him,
I CANNOT stand posers!…
suffian corrected me…
he said, those people are something something, which i can’t recall now…
hhhhmmmmmm…
to me, posers are just pathetic.
does it matter if there’s a lot of people in one gathering,
or simply just a few?…
i believed in quality… NEVER the quantity…
but let me say this again,
most of the time, i don’t necessary bother…
last friday,
we had yet another “uniform school” outing @Zirca.
yup!…
we had more ‘participants’ this time round…
compare to the last time…
i feel that im draining myself…
from various sources actually…
i dunno.
i feel the need to explode, but i dunno how too or to who?!…
it feels so frustrating, when you have so many things in your mind,
and then,
for some reasons, you get edgy and flustered!…
you get really irritable,
even…
i guessed, in life.. everyone tried to fit in…
into society… friends / courtship / relationship,
and undeniably,
every place that we go into…
from work place, to new people you met…
and at times,
we questioned ourselves…
teet teet teet teet
* my power ranger sms tone *
no kidding!… i used that!
zuoyi – are you hanging out with the boys at simpang later?
eddy – yes. i am. 
zuoyi – what time?
i had a chat with a friend of mine… let’s call him D…
D is having a relationship… and i know he loves her a lot…
hhhmmmm.. i will say love lah… cos they’ve been together for almost 4 yrs now….
apparently, he met another girl who is also in a relationship…
they got closed…
and apparently,
i missed QiQi once…
EVER so badly…
that was like in early may…
as you can see,
QiQi had to go overseas for an ‘exchange’ program.
omg!…
that was like, the worst period of my life!…
suddenly,
i felt quite loss that in that 2 weeks,
we had decided
hhhmmmm…
i’m pretty much psyche up for the upcoming months…
especially in august…
been wanting to go for a short break…
and you know,
there are a lot of destination that we are not allowed to visit…
so darn frustrating!…
tru email,
i’ve realised i wasn’t sensitive enough…
for that,
its a good note for us…
i’ve read very ‘nasty’ posts on someone’s profile when i was on MSN…
i don’t necessarily chat on msn…
i have not time for that…
so yar,
the other day, sam told me something which i found appalling,
so i decided to check it out…
and yes,
“we” shouldn’t bitch about the workplace…
NO!… we shouldn’t… it has come to a point,
where everything related to work,
is a NO NO topic to talk about…
but then again,
the tuan’s palace,
the new place that i’m residing,
is somewhat -
something personal…
ms zuoyi said that right now,
my topic is revolving around QiQi…
QiQi this.. QiQi that…
and i was wondering,
whether there was a tinge of irritation, from her part…
don’t get me wrong…
i hearts her to pieces…
but at times, i do wonder,
with all these …
a rush to meet up with QiQi…
i had to get out my house today… literally..
bored to death!…
and as usual,
the MOTHER will ask where i was heading too…
si be sianz…
