i mentioned earlier that november was not really a good month.
for myself,
and those who are very close and dear to me…
yesterday shift,
one of my rascals, caleb had bad news,
and was quite affected by it…

sometimes, its easier to say,
” are you okay?… do you want to talk about it?… “

but clearly,
that someone would rather be left alone…
as i sat with him during dinner,
he managed to share with me his problems…

caleb,
its only right that you should be feeling sad about the situation.
you have been a part of their lives for the longest time.
and at times, when you feel that you haven’t done enough,
its only right that you are there, physically for those you care.
its never simple to put aside the history that you had with them.
and its only right that you should be feeling sad about the situation.
i hope you take care of yourself.
i wish i didn’t had to take leave for the very next coming shifts.
have a good rest, and do what’s right…

i hope to see that sunshine smile once i come back…
its been a long time since i saw that…