i missed QiQi once…
EVER so badly…
that was like in early may…
as you can see,
QiQi had to go overseas for an ‘exchange’ program.

omg!…
that was like, the worst period of my life!…
suddenly,
i felt quite loss that in that 2 weeks,
we had decided

no sms,
no calling,
no MSNing,
and certainly, NO FB what so ever…

QiQi said,
” its a change for you to miss me… “

that was my last sms to QiQi, before they flew off…

it was horrible… luckily i managed to stay sane,
because of my central darlings…
i think,
at that time, joshua kept me sane by all my random rants at him…
not forgetting hairi, xiao di and zuoyi…

i believed, because of what they had done for me,
i somehow learned to care for these people as well…
i mean, its never easy to handle my tantrums,
my mood swings,
and certainly missing someone, ever so badly…

but somehow, they made it easy for me to forget what i was missing…
and of course,
the sms that i was waiting for…
the night QiQi came back…
i was having dinner with xiao di and zuoyi…

and that smsed,
placed a huge grin on my face…